Wednesday, November 28, 2012
The crafting of Art
"A Domme! I would love to serve you sometime."
Suddenly I was thinking of this guy in a totally new light. I knew he had no experience but I saw a lot of potential. Clearly, and i know i was denying this for years, he was very into me. Also, he has this enthusiam, and seemed very willing to open himself up. I smirked at him and let it pass. Taking on an inexperienced submissive was a big task and not sure I wanted to take on so much responsibility in regards to this guy.
The next day I a text from him. "I think you're AWESOME. Please consider it.."
The next day I received another text "I want to learn, I promise I will be worth your while." I wondered how he was so sure of himself. That night I called him and we talked for a very long time. By the end of that conversation I had few worries. We agreed to the first weekend of the next month.
He came to my house dressed in his normal casual jeans and a band teeshirt and chuck taylor sneakers. He was wearing a hat and he smiled at me his boyish grin. I brought him into my play room downstairs in the basement. I had paperwork on the table for him to look over and sign. I always began a session with this formal paperwork. I found it helped the submissive to move into the seriousness I demanded. He had to read over everything and understand what was expected by me and it also gave him opportunity to state his feelings formally. This was the transition every subbie needed. He read over the document as I sat across the table from him. He slipped his hat off and ran his hand across his stubbly crew cut as he read. I picked up the hat and walked over to the closet across the room, i opened it and placed it on a shelf, leaving the door open. He looked up at me.
"Everything you have brought with you, every article of clothing, wallet, and anything else from your idenity before this week will go on a shelf in here. I will lock the closet until sunday night. I want you to symbolically think of placing your concerns, fears and reservations in here too."
He nodded thoughtfully, glanced down at the paperwork and signed the final page. He looked up at me and smiled. "Thank you".
I kept the play room warm because my Domme "uniforms" usually did not include a lot of fabric and I detested feeling cold as I worked and the underground room was naturally chilly without heat. I had him strip off all his clothing and place it on the shelf in the closet. He was not overly confident, in fact he was shy. He had a nice cock that was instantly hard as he stripped off his clothing. He kept his hands in front of himself as if to hide his hard on. I liked this modesty, it made me think of him as submissive immediately. I also liked his hard on, i meant I probably wouldn't have him take the Viagra I kept on hand. I liked my submissive males hard at all times.
He stood facing me naked. He had his eyes downturned. I realized that this boy was already a natural submissive and this is why he had wanted this session so badly. He had never had a chance to explore this side of himself. I knew this was going to be a cathartic weekend for him. I knew that he would be changed, for the better, after we completed this weekend of training.
I explained that I needed to do some preparation, change out of my everyday clothes and spend a few minutes preparing my mind as well. I spoke to him softly "Art, I am going up stairs for about 20 minutes, I want you to kneel here and prepare your mind. Think of this as mediation. This is when you need to release your preconceived ideas, relax and let go of all your past, fears and hang ups. I am going to call down to you when I am ready. I am going to ask "Are you ready to serve Me?". If you need more time that is OK. The correct answer will be either "No" or "Yes Goddess". You can take as much time as you need. This will be the last time you may say no to be before you are released Sunday. When your mind is prepared 100%, symbolically place all your "mental stuff" in the closet and lock the door. I want you to hang the key on this hook. I will never stop you from getting your your belongings. If you open this door though, this will be release from our contract and our session will end. Do you understand Art?
He replied "Yes Goddess, I understand."